Crongratulate me

I do believe I am finally on the right track … glorious days are coming

I have officially killed my life-long habit of chewing my nails! I haven’t chewed them for about 1 and a half months now. They look gorgeous! The difference between my hands now and my hands 2 months ago is sky high! (I’m desperately looking for “before” pictures to show you).
I have always known hands are important and say a lot about a person but , because of my filthy habit I have been in denial for 10 years. Just like smoking, I have consciously ignored the obvious benefits and focused on the illusion of “I can’t help it”, “It’s because of the stress” etc etc etc. With the risk of sounding like Cosmopolitan I must say I FEEL SO MUCH MORE CONFIDENT and simply good about myself… but this is NOT ALL…

The big tada is…

I have quit smoking exactly one week ago and haven’t had one smoke since. I can’t begin to tell you how incredibly great I feel about myself. It’s not easy(especially on my boyfriend), I have moments of minor depression and irritation but I know they are all because of the addiction to nicotine and that they will pass in a little while… I am  h a p p y.

I didn’t want to say anything about this until I was sure I have quit forever. Now I am sure :D  I haven’t done this by myself. I had a lot of help in quitting and I’m sure my method can work for others… so I’m going to share it later on.

From now, no matter how horrible my day is I will always have something to make me feel better and put a smile on my face: the fact that I am free! I quit.