New strategy

It’s been a week since my last post. I was too ashamed to blog. Seriously. The next day I lit up a cigarette. I’m so sorry… All the people I know who quit smoking have done it all of a sudden and forever. They stopped and never looked back.

I’m the one in black.

Taking all this into consideration I am changing my strategy! It is obvious that I don’t have what it takes (ambition, stress free life… whatever) so I will get help:

a book. Don’t laugh just yet!

IT is called “The easy way to stop smoking” - by Allen Carr. I heard it “messes” with your head and really may help. The obvious came to mind: what have I got to loose?

I must state that I truly don’t believe a book can make you do something that you alone, with a little ambition and focus, cannot. BUT because I am desperate I just xeroxed it from a friend who made the recommendation and started reading (didn’t find it in book stores here). Now we’ll see how big of a looser I really am …

Later!